I think I think I fell down,
I think I was going to drown,
warm and slow coursing through my body,
I thought they were smiling at me,
They were rolling their eyes.
I freaked and thrashed on the floor.
then came the water ,
then came the warm,
dont ever remember this.
it's so easy...
I can feel too much today,
I wish my clear thoughts would go away,
all too lucid, all too clear,
would you like me?
would you love me still?
...dear?