I think I think...

I think I think I fell down,
I think I was going to drown,
warm and slow coursing through my body,
I thought they were smiling at me,
They were rolling their eyes.

I freaked and thrashed on the floor.
then came the water ,
then came the warm,
dont ever remember this.
it's so easy...
I can feel too much today,
I wish my clear thoughts would go away,
all too lucid, all too clear,
would you like me?
would you love me still?
...dear?

Dear...

Dear you,

What drew you to me? That one day, I just stumbled upon your eyes, meeting mine. Asking me what was my name, or, do I have one. Then "look over here are my friends" so-and-so and so-and-so. I all of a sudden loved you. We mesh so well... The others call you indifferent and uncaring. They call me quiet and sad. But you took the time to look inside me and you showed me your heart. We can walk and talk together forever, and I feel like it's never odd. We can think all the same things and never run out of new ideas. Even though were the same it doesnt ever get old, it grows and grows. I only hope you feel the same.

That means something doesnt it?
with love, from me.